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Yesterday i was pretty happy. Today i think im the saddest person on earth. If you dont know, dont ask. I will say one time and cry one time. Ive a weak heart. Maybe too overwhelming, to cry until i get dizzy and feel like fainting.. no idea why. To know i’ve really cried, or what. Not like im unaware that im no longer a small kid. Not like im unaware that crying doesnt solve a single shit. I never believed in crying but it just comes out, what am i to do? Its not even worth it, they dont even feel the same and youre there crying over somthing that seem worthless. A problem with expectations. I gave my best, thats it. Just because i always expect myself to be like that, doesnt mean others have to think/feel the same way i do. A fact is that we’re all different. Dont understand why am i like that. Like going all happppppppy & all saddddddddd but rarely anything in between. Tomorrow shall be a better day, i will forget everything once i sleeeeep and i wake up. At least, i always sleep with a clear conscious. At least, ive got 38 to share my troubles with. Im fortunate enough, cant ask for more. So, breathe in, breath out, breath in and out..