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I’ve already made the decision deep down inside and
my conscience is clear of what to do.
It would be better for everyone, and myself too maybe.
I’ve had quite enough of a bunch of people i don’t even know well,
judging me and pricking me in ways.
Im just not good at putting up a facade than everyone else.
Whats wrong with that.

Disappointed as i am, i wonder why do i think that much,
they didn’t wait before passing such judgement on me.
So whats the point of explaining?
I mean, if they really bother they would at least approach and question me about it?
And not make their judgement based on what one person says.
I think people ought to realize that other people have feelings too.
Anyway, it matters no more to me.

Now that the truth has been revealed,
I no longer wish to be part of this exclusive bunch.
I can’t emphasize how much I’ve been bothered and hurt by this (not only recently),
and i’ve already silently put up with it for a couple of months.
It was okay at first, and I just chose to brush these emotions aside but I guess this is it.

I think leaving will be the best solution as i wish not to end it in some bad quarrelling.
At least whats left behind would be the good memories we’ve created.